But news update, I have a boyfriend. His name is Aaron. I absolutely love him. Although in my head it’s picture perfect, but in all reality it’s far from that. How is one supposed to feel when they’re told “I’m unhappy in this relationship.”? Am I just supposed to pretend like I didn’t hear it? I’ve been trying and trying to make him happy. On the surface it seems like that to me and to everyone else. But surprise to us it’s a facade.
The sad part isn’t knowing that at any point he’ll tell me we’re done; It’s the part where I want to be with someone who is certain he’s unhappy being with me. It hurts. I’ve cried more than I should, but I don’t know if there’s anything more to say to him that’s already been said. I don’t want to lose him. I love him.